It’s Christmas Day. What in the world is she doing? Who in the world is she with? Why should I care? Sometimes you love people. Sometimes women break your heart. Other times, they make you wait. It’s an endless struggle, but all is well because, in the end, I know right now I know nothing, and maybe nothing is the way to do it. I don’t want to write anything else here. I am at an AA meeting. Someone I know is there. She is there too. Who is she with? What is she doing? Who cares? Unfortunately, I do. Fortunately, I know I need to stop.